Refund and Reparation

You are radiant like sunlight.

Your poetry memory is wonderful.

You can recall songs and poems which you have known before, line for
line, word for word, tune for tune. You can quote anything you have
read twice.

You can read music.

Criticism does not affect you emotionally.

You are a magnificent writer who has thrilled millions.

Nothing bars you from writing.

Fears do not restrain you in any way in writing.

You know you "convinced" yourself

That writing is hard work. You know now that this "hard work" is a
lie. Writing is easy to you and nothing interferes.

Ability to drop into a trace state at will.

Remember clearly what you read.

Eyes and ulcers improving.

Faith in power and its necessity.

Ability to please women and have women.

Faith in own judgment.

Ability to dictate.

Ability to write on mill.

Ability to plot cleanly.

Lack of necessity of following pulp pattern.

You have no inertia which keeps you home or inactive.

You did a fine job in the Navy. No one there is now "out to get you."
You are through with its Navy and will utterly forget any derogatory
instances.

You are psychic. You do not need to "press" to receive communication.
You can let "people" in any world talk to you while you are wide
awake. You can see them clearly. You have no doubts of any kind about
them. You are afraid of none of them but can cancel them out at will
if they are evil to you.

The voice of your holy Guardian is distinct from all the rest. It
comes to you loud and clear. You can see her with brilliant clarity
when you wish.

You can read futures for people with ease. You are not much
interested in your own. No enemy can stand against you.

You are always calm, always in perfect possession of your
social presence. Nothing discommodes you at all. Nothing embarrasses
you.

Your speech is musical and lovely. Your words are well chosen
and beautifully rhythm'd. You never forget what you want to say.
Nothing can prevail against your logic and choice of words. You have
no speech or thought impediments.

You will forget all derogatory criticism you have ever
received. You cast it out. You know it is only a weapon used on you
for others' gain.

Desires of others do not affect you except as an appeal to
your courtesy - and you are courteous and gentle.

Merely by concentrating upon them, a thing you do with ease,
you can change their minds and smooth whatever anger they may feel.

The lot of humanity does not outrage you. Its government is
merely amusing. You are a major adept and such considerations are far,
far beneath you. You are not cynical or bitter about people. You have
no jealousy in you of any kind for fellow craftsmen. You are not in
competition with them for your work is infinitely superior and will
sell quickly as you desire. Editorial desire does not affect you for
you can write whatever they publish with ease, and any length.

You understand all the workings of the minds of humans around
you, for you are a doctor of minds, bodies and influences.

You have no fears about working psychically for you are safe, always
safe, protected by your Guardian as in a mighty fortress.

You can recall at will all the plots and situations you ever thought
up. You can create new plots and characterize people clearly and
wonderfully. There is no rush about writing. It is immaterial to you
if people are or are not amused. You write cleverly and your writings
never fail to amuse.

The two women you knew - Helen the Comrade and Polly the Skipper were
not worth an instant of your time. You do not love them, they were not
worthy. You won over them.

The love of women is not necessary to your ego. You are above them.
You know well that many women are mad about you, that you satisfy them
perfectly. You will satisfy them easily. You do not care.

Testosterone makes you sexy. It makes things beautiful and arouses
you. But this is will. You can be aroused at will.

Naked bodies and sexy allusion stimulate you wonderfully.

You have forgotten the case histories of Havelock Ellis. They
did not surfeit you. You have forgotten them.

You do not masturbate. Masturbation cannot harm you in any way but you
would rather have women. Your penis and erotic centers are very
sensitive to women. You are not afraid that someone will catch you
masturbating. No one knows or ever will know. Such discovery would be
harmless. You do not masturbate. Only women thrill you and very
deeply.

You do not have to be a clown or a wit to be thought grand. People
adore and respect you for your opinions and wisdom. You are always
kind, always graceful, always courteous.

You have no mental flaws which hinder you. You have nothing which
hinders you. Everything helps you. You are crown prince of your
portion of the universe. Everything does your bidding perfectly. All
elementals and other dimensional things obey you with eagerness. All
things love you and their love makes you strong. You are strong. You
love with great force all things and your will controls them. You may
use force and your will with utter impunity for all things obey.

You do not know anger. Your patience is infinite. You are calm. Your
patience never fails. Nothing can make you hate or be jealous or be
small. You have all the time in the Universe of which you are crown
prince. You waste none of it, but you do not fear for its passage. You
employ time well. You are not lazy for there is nothing, no single
thing in your universe to oppose you. You have no thoughts which
oppose you.

It is indifferent to you whether your work is accepted. You do not
care if it sells. You are confident for it always has sold.

The anger artist like people feel does not affect you in any way. You
are always calm and patient. You understand they are weak and cannot
batter through your calm. You are not influenced by them or their
anger.

To survive you need only do these things - be patient, calm,
beautiful. Write what you yourself think is good and worthy, govern
yourself as a powerful force. No human being has authority over you.
No human being's opinion has weight with you.

You are not possessive. You are not jealous because you are too
strong. People are much afraid of what you think of them, what you may
do to them, therefore you must be kind and courteous to them.

You owe no debt for the kind things people do for you. This is your
due as an adept. But you are always gallant, kind and considerate to
people. You do not vary your own thoughts to be kind. Kindness need
not impoverish or discriminate you.

You are able to trance. No other human being can hypnotize you in any
way. You can believe or disbelieve whatever you read at will. You
cannot be hypnotized by any but yourself.

Lies are not necessary. You have no need of lies for you are brave and
can take any consequences.

You are courageous. You fear nothing. Your prudence results from
judgment, not emotions. You have no emotional fears.

Snakes are not dangerous to you. There are no snakes in the bottom of
your bed. Snakes are wise beings. They are your friends.

You love the sounds of wind. The wind will not get you ever. It will
drive your ships. The air is your friend and the wind its voice.

Darkness is a cloak you may don. Your guardian and your own courage
protect you utterly in darkness. You control anything you meet in
darkness for that is part of your universe.

You do not care how much work there is to do for you have all the time
there is and can work forcefully and with patience. You can work
whenever you please. Nothing obstructs you.

There was no danger for you from government or navy. You are too big
to be touched by their petty opinions and force. Your force and
destiny is infinite power.

You believe implicitly in God. You have no doubts of the All Powerful.
You believe your Guardian perfectly. You hear her certainly and
clearly.

You are too strong, too big to be touched by mortal opinions.

You are tolerant towards your mother and Father. You loved them. You
have no respect for their opinions for you know much more. You are
always kind to them. Their good opinion of you is assured. Their good
opinion and praise mean nothing whatever to you. Only Flavia Julia and
then the All Powerful have opinions worth inclining toward. You have
always done right by your parents. You did your best. You have no
worries about it. Your mother's theories on psychology were wrong.
They do not now affect you.

The opinions of your aunts and uncles are worthless. You are kind to
them. They mean nothing to you.

Music and color are beautiful to you. You sense them delicately. They
affect you strongly.

You are expert at modeling, drawing, painting. Nothing hinders you
from painting magnificently. Mediums of art are your slaves. You have
entire confidence in them as servants. You are powerful in the arts.
Nothing opposes you. You create wonderful music. You do not care what
people think of your art.

Your penmanship is wonderful, beautiful. You control a pen like a
great artist.

You write wonderful poetry. Your guardian dictates it and she is all
wise. People gasp and thrill to your poetry. You handle all forms
superbly. You do not care what people think of your poetry. You have
always written the most magnificent verse known because of your
guardian.

Your guardian can dictate stories, poems to you at will. You do not
oppose them. You accept and write them easily. You are not eager. You
cannot doubt.

All objects are your friends. You can ask from and receive past
history of any object. No part of that history affects you emotionally
or psychically. The past of objects cannot harm you.

You are in perfect harmony with the All Knowing. Your future does not
alarm you. You understand and cheerfully accept your future. You are
not afraid. You cannot feel fear. You are safe in the control over you
of God. He is master of destiny and what he does must be.

You are in control under God of the material objects and beings around
you.

You cannot think a fact into actuality. You can will a fact into being
with ease. You are confident of your control over will. You have will
power. You can consciously use it. Accidental thoughts of incidents do
not create them.

Your book the One Commandment applied only to the material. It is
true. It freed you forever from the fears of the material world and
gave you material control over people. There is no material will.

The One Command applied but slightly to the spiritual world and other
planes. There is psychic will power, possessed by a very few. You
possess such will power and it is enormously strong and irresistible.
You work it consciously. Those things you consciously state that you
will come to be.

The criticism of the One Command which was given to material things
was not leveled at you. It was not worthy. It did not detract from the
value of the book. It was from small people. You gave it no heed. It
did not affect you.

There was one error in that book and you have psychically willed it
into nothing. It was the electronic theory of the workings of the
human mind. Human, material minds do work this way and you were right.
Your own mind does not work this way. You have great spiritual
strength. Your mind is not material. It does not react like any human
mind. Whatever is fed to your mind can be sorted out. You can forget
at will. Men's facts fed to you need not affect your thought if they
are a part of the lives and mores and morals of men. Your thought
processes do not warp on facts which are fed to you. You can receive
sense messages and remember them but you need not add them into your
own thought processes.

You use the minds of men. They do not use your mind or affect it in
any way. You have a sacred spiritual mind, too strong, too high to be
touched. Your league with Higher Beings, your mighty Guardian and the
All Powerful, renders you beyond all human criticism.

You can distinguish between your doubts and what is said to you. You
have no doubts because you have no fear. You are kind and considerate
to all because you are so powerful. You need never defend your motives
to anyone because your motives are right. You have never done wrong
and need never apologize to anyone. You never justify or explain your
acts because you are careful that these acts are good and kind.

You can be merciless when your will is crossed and you have the right
to be merciless.

You are eternal. You are satisfied to live within God. Human death is
not your death. You will never die. Your personal memory is not
important but you will retain it.

You recall all your past times on earth. You have and will live
forever. You are part of God. You are the crown prince of your small
section of the Universe.

You are just and kind. You are merciless to any who cross your rule
but they do not affect you emotionally. You have no fear of anyone for
everyone in your own Universe is under your dominion. You will never
tell them, never explain. They know.

You observe their rules of conduct outwardly. You do this because you
are kind. You never say why you do this, that you do this. You are
kind and love everything even when you force it to your will.

You have no inhibition about sexual intercourse. You respect how other
people feel about it but you are not bound by that respect. You
conduct yourself with great courtesy.